Since now I have opened the floodgates (wow), I feel myself drawn towards writing again. I feel a certain compulsion to just tap away at the keys and just type whatever comes to mind. If you notice I do not have anything in particular to say, but I'm still writing anyway.

I also want to add, I have been having this idea for a long time now. I actually want to write fiction maybe on Wattpad first? I don't know, I have this idea of an epistolary type of story. It can be the narrator writing a diary or sending letters. I have seen enough and read enough to believe that I can actually do this if I put my mind to it. (Way to motivate myself, yay!)

So. What I don't know is where to write that. Should it be here still?

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Well, I have been putting this off or quite sometime now. I was deluding myself that I could have monetary gain through this. Yeah right. Who was I kidding anyway? I mean was I really expecting  wide readership overnight? That I would have followers after making this? Honest answer? Yes. I was THAT conceited. I was that self-absorbed that I didn't realize immediately that I was just a nobody in this world of wide web.

And now that the pressure's off, I feel the thoughts flowing freely from my brain to my fingertips (keyboards, y'know). I don't care if the only reader I have is my partner. I'm going to stick to my original purpose creating this blog - to write.

For the longest time, I have been a frustrated writer. I have plenty of thoughts up in my head, stories poems or just musings and what-nots. But everytime I try to put them on paper (or type them, in my case now) everything just goes pfft! Things that seemed witty and interesting suddenly become lackluster when put on paper.

So now, with renewed  conviction (fight!), I SHALL WRITE!